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There are a couple of weeks of freedom, after his summer tour is done but before classes begin, where Jiang feels free and alive. The tour was hard, to be out and away from Prokopenko and Kavinsky for so long, but he's back now, and Annapolis feels like home because it's where his heart lives.

As soon as he's stepped foot back on solid ground, he calls Proko. It's the middle of the day, and he's exhausted and feels like he hasn't showered in a year and a half, but it's probably closer to three days.

"Are you home?" he asks, as soon as the line picks up. "Can I come over? I've got a damn minute where I just get to be still and I want to do it in your bed."

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Jiang runs his fingers over Proko's back, following the slope of his spine. He's not sure he should ask if it was just talking and seeing, or if something went down, or where they're at. He wants to know. He wants Proko to own whatever he can.

"Good visits? We doin' good work?" He lifts his hands and ruffles his fingers into Proko's wet hair. "Things panning out how you want?"

Proko shrugs one shoulder. "Yeah, I mean. I guess. We talked about some options, you know? Like going on T and all, and-- and getting rid of some things."

His fingers brush low over his belly. Sometimes he thinks everything else can wait, as long as he can get rid of all that, as long as he doesn't have to be afraid of the one thing happening that he can't handle, or having to wake up another morning and think about tampons.

He'd stopped taking hormone blockers a year ago, when he kind of got cut off from the family funds. He hadn't really said anything about it to Jiang or Kav until he had to: his period had come back, and he kind of lost his shit.

"What do you think?" he asked, looking up at Jiang.

"I think it's your body, and I'm gonna support you however you go about it," Jiang says. He runs his fingers over Proko's lower belly as well, and then slowly down between his legs. He knows part of the concern is the periods, but another part of it is also the potential for pregnancy.

He's read up about it. There's still a risk even if Proko's on testosterone.

"However you wanna be, baby," he said. "You know I'm sold on you."

Proko nods a little. "I felt-- I mean I felt fine when I was still on the blockers and all. I had good days and bad days but." He shrugs and stays leaning against Jiang's chest.

"Last year has kinda sucked really fuckin' bad. And I dunno the best way to fix it but I'm. I'm trying to figure it out. I know never having a fucking period again would help. So. Maybe that's the first big thing on the list. Tempted to ask Baba for help."

"I know it has, baby," Jiang murmurs. Even from behind the wall, he knows that things have been rough while Proko's been finding his feet here in Maryland, and he appreciates that. He doesn't want Proko to suffer for a moment.

"I wish I could do more to help," he says, pressing a kiss against him and moving his hands to hold him around the middle. "But you know Baba would help no matter what. You probably don't even need to ask. Just wish it into the universe."

Proko makes a face at the idea of asking Baba for anything, but he knows Jiang is right. All he need do is whisper it, and like a weird, benevolent Baba Yaga, she would sweep out of the ether and deliver what he needed.

"But I wanted to talk to you about it too, 'cause... I mean. You're with me," he says with a helpless shrug. And maybe it's his body and his decision, but he still wants affirmation and support. And once he puts Jiang through it, he'll put Kav through it.

"I mean, I'm all about being in on the talk. And I'll try to be there as much as I can when you recover. And even if I can't be there every day, I'll bee there as much as I can."

He kissed Proko gently, soft, all over his face. "And make Kav come down and baby you like a fucko house-husband."

Proko smiles under the kisses and he laughs at the mention of Kav. "Yeah, I'll make his ass come take care of me and send you snapchat updates and shit if you're stuck when I get it done."

But he figures he'll do it before Jiang graduates, if only for his own sanity, which means he'll be able to see Jiang when he has liberty, at least.

"Water's gonna get cold," he says between more kisses.

"The fact that it takes longer than forty seconds for the water to get cold is a fucking blessing," Jiang sighs, and then laughs softly.

He gives Proko another squeeze. "It's easier to fuck you in bed, anyway. So, yeah, we should probably get out of the shower."

"Wow, sailor. Already after this ass again." Proko grins, though, because fuck he's missed Jiang. He knows this is something he has to get used to, but it's never not going to suck.

He turns off the water and squirms out of Jiang's grasp so he can grab a towel. He throws another one at Jiang as he dries off and walks across the hall, naked, into their bedroom.

"I'm gonna be after that ass every chance you give me for the next six weeks," Jiang says, slapping Proko's ass and squeezing as he got out of the shower. He caught the towel and quickly toweled off his body and hair, and then headed across the way to the bedroom as well.

Proko feels his face get hot at the sound - the feel - of Jiang's hand on his ass. "Jesus, man," he breathes. He manages to kick at the bedroom door, on the off-chance that his roommate decides to come home despite the warning.

It's not like he's expecting the guy to just stay away for six weeks, but. He did warn him that his boyfriend was gonna be around. Maybe both of them.

Jiang smiles as they tumble into the bedroom, one after the other. When the bedroom door was shut behind him, he dropped his towel and grabbed Proko around the waist.

He was already half hard again, ready to go. It would probably be another fast round, before he got going properly.

"Fuck," he laughs, breathless, when Jiang gets hold of him again. Porko leans into him, twists to get another kiss as he reaches down to palm Jiang's cock.

"Really did miss me, huh?" he teases, grinning against Jiang's mouth as he tries to move back toward the bed. "What's it gonna be like when you get nine month deployments, huh?"

"I'm going to die on nine month deployments," Jiang says, honest in that moment, though he knows that he'll manage. He'll manage because Proko will be at the beginning and end of it, and every second in between.

They tumble into bed, and Jiang laughs softly. "But I've got six weeks of being right here with you. And I'm taking a-fucking-vantage of it."

Proko just grins and slides on top of Jiang, straddling his hips. "You can take advantage of me any time you want, baby."

It feels good to have him back in this bed.

"Hey, did you notice?" Proko twists a little, trying to show Jiang the small heart and diamond - like the card suits - on his thigh. "They aren't permanent yet, but I'm was trying them out."

Jiang hadn't noticed, until now, but in his defense, he's been a little distracted up until this point. He's still a little distracted. He lifts his hand and runs his thumb against the design.

"I like it," Jiang says softly. "Do you think right there?"

"I think so? I haven't decided. Thought maybe higher, on my hip or something. They're vory tattoos."

Proko had grown up in a vory v zakone family, he could read tattoos as well as he could read books when his father had people around. He knows what they did to people that wore unearned tattoos, but he doesn't think anyone will be coming after him if they catch sight of these.

"They're the kind that get put on you in prison. These are ones no one asks for. Means you take it up the ass."

"Making it a declaration instead of being subjected to it," Jiang says, thumb working gently over the heart and diamond. He smiled lazily, affectionately. "And you do like taking it up the ass."

He bumped his hips up against Proko, just a bit, half hard and aching toward more.

"Yeah, exactly." Proko smiles and turns his head so he can get a kiss. "Yeah, lucky you, huh?"

He presses his hips back against Jiang's, just grinning when he feels Jiang's cock against him. "Dying for it, huh? I missed you too." Proko twists a little more so he can look at Jiang. He brushes his fingers over Jiang's new ink. "Yours still looks awesome."

"I should hope it still looks good, I paid a guy good money for it, and I constantly have it covered up under my uniform." Jiang smiles and presses kisses against Proko's skin, slow and lazy. He shifts his hand and grabs at Proko's ass, fingers teasing along the cleft, against his hole. He wasn't going to put anything in until they grabbed lube, but he could still play with him.

"Fuck, baby," he sighs and nuzzles close. They need lube, and it's not far, but he's not in a huge hurry just let. He kisses lazily along Jiang's jaw and neck, giving little bites.

"Probably for the best it's easy to hide. Might be a little terrible if someone recognizes you in a video, huh?"

"Might get in a little bit of trouble," Jiang says, laughing softly. He tumbles Proko across the bed, in search of lube and also in search of friction and touch in general. "But that's what Kav's good for, right? Getting all those tattoos and his face on screen and everything. I just get to be the thick phantom cock that you scream for."

Proko arches toward Jiang, pushing against his hips after they tumble. His hand flies over he sheets, looking for the lube. He manages to find it and passes it back to Jiang.

"You love that, though. Don't say you don't, huh? You like it when you get to fuck me good, and everyone else on the channel sees it. Just in case they forget who's first in my life."

Jiang takes the lube and slicks his finger, dribbling a little right onto Proko's ass too, because he wants this to be an easy slide. He wants to be able to get in as quickly and easily as he possibly can.

"I do like being first and letting everybody know about it," Jiang says. He presses a finger in very slowly, teasing and a little desperate. "I like leaving you wrecked."